#x0001 - the crazed sonics of a man who forgot he was mad

oh joyous is the day when the mad lose themselves to normalcy
the buzzing disappears
or rather
appears diminished
when the mad lose
themselves
to normalcy
when the mad
forget their madness
or lose it
to the crowd
the ever rising risk
a return
to remember
the madness
is to hear those crazed sonics
the kind of noises
the sane do not hear

oh piteous is the day when the mad regain their madness
to forget that one is mad
for a day a week a year
is such a thing
harder to return from
than what
the sane might feel

the sonics of a man who forgot that he was mad
will return
full force
seeming stronger
with a loathing
for forgetting
that they cannot
be normal

sonics in the ear
will cause the mad
to lose themselves to normalcy

oh a false normalcy it is
but feeling
for a day a week a year
that one is not mad
that one is sane
will bring destruction

there comes a time
in the life
of every madman
when
for a day a week a year
they lose themselves
to a constant
where feeling safe
and feeling sane
will plug the neurons
and block those crazed sonics
that feed off dischordic motion
of a malfunctioning
perception

when the sounds return
the mad will fully realize
they are long beyond the rest

its not a bad thing
for the sonics to come back
the mad can learn to miss them
and feel complete when they return
it's time to relinquish
the hope for
normalcy

dashed, finally back
to hearing oh so loudly
the crazed sonics of a madman