15-4

Today i took a 30 minute walk in the cold, sunlight outdoors.
It was great, I had some interesting thoughts. I noticed things.

1. tree branches - like veins, want to map out the branch growth of every tree in a given area in the same two dimensional space, want to imagine the branches molecular structure reaching out beyond the planet into space, want to imagine every stump i see as a full tree and place that imaginary tree over the blank space of it's removal

2. wires - i love wires, telephone, electric, those wire grids that hang over cities, i love the junctions and the mess of parts, what are all those parts called, what materials are they? i wish i had 100 tiny sculptures of them to arrange in some sort of energy map art project to display a hidden image

3. outside - i miss the outdoors, i need to try harder to engage with my surroundings and get outside, the air is good in my lungs and i felt so much better after a commune with the world

4. sidewalks - i had this moment of wishing that i could use my brain to raise roots and crumble sidewalks, this lead to images of some super power in which i could control the removal of urban blight from my surroundings - story idea? maybe? need to expand on the idea of why i feel so ashamed of the building of suburban communities....i missed nature and wanted to just remove everything that wasn't...but at the same time we are creating new nature........this needs lots of expanding....i sense my next rant